i am stronger than i look

my heart will heal

and my heart will break

but i'll never be alone < 3 .

days like this

by rival summers

Days like this, they make you lose track

Of things that you wish you could have back

Just open your eyes and see what’s in front of you

When I close my eyes, you’re all I can see

Anywhere with you is where I’d rather be

Instead of hoping to catch a wiff of your perfume

These words were on the tip of my tongue

But then I figured they were better yet sung

Because words they mean nothing but a song is forever

And If I had to that’s how long I’d wait for you

I never said that it was easy

In fact it’s the hardest thing

That I have ever had to do

I never said that it was easy

If anything I know if I let you go

I lose myself and everything I know

Days like this, they make me lose sleep

This is a promise that I plan to keep

My heart is Yours, it stands above everything

I’m on my knees at the side of my bed

I hope to God this is all in my head

My love’s a bottle of sand and a mood ring

I never thought I was much of anything

But then You spun me around and showed me everything

Has it’s purpose but all of it’s worthless if

You’re MIA again, I’m still here waiting for you

i hope you don't think i'm ridiculous

if i were to tell you that this song

reminded me of You

it's still a muddled message in my head

and i don't have the capacity or time to dissect it for you yet right now

but trust me

it's a Jesus song

most love songs usually are < 3

MIA again,

hannah

smile

i think i can do that.

i think i have

plenty of reasons

to do just that.

i keep forgetting

that those reasons

are simply

more important

than anything in this world

for me to stress about

...

i'll keep praying.

i know i'm not there yet

but whether i'm exactly

where i want to be yet

or not

(especially since it's for sure the latter)

i know the place

i need to stop

stubbornly

trying to leave

which is in His arms,

in God's embrace

that insists

that everything is gonna be okay

and that i don't have to make this journey

or take these steps

however many may seem to span overwhelmingly ahead

i don't have to take them alone

and each step

is a blessing

to an adventure

i'm gonna wish

will never end.

time out

sometimes i think i just need a time out

it's like helmets

it works so well for little kids

that i have no idea why adults don't allow themselves

the mandatory privilege

to use them too

thought exhales

...i've kind of had a lot of them lately.

tons.

but i haven't quite taken the time to write them down yet.

i'm not sure when i will.