thinking and acknowledging to myself
that i would spend the extra time awake this morning
not getting more stuff done
or getting an early start on my day
not reading or going on a run
not packing up more stuff
or getting ready for tomorrow
or my drive to sac
but running away
saying goodbye to priya was too..
...everything really.
i know she'll be back
but everything that was solid and stable
constant and real before
are fading into things
that will be intangible memories
in almost no time
no matter how late i sleep
the day still ends
no matter how early i wake up
the day is still too short
im scared of moving out
im scared of driving
im scared of school
im scared of all the new things
i dont feel ready
...to be
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