i am on your side

i feel so blessed right now
God is good.

im sick again. i think this has happened a lot on Fridays, since everything's due on Tues and Thurs. and just..by the end of the week in general, i've already keeled myself over enough that my body's probably just like D: D: D: EFF YOU HANNAH, ive had enough!! **stomps up the stairs and locks self up in its room*

cept..i dont. go to my room to rest most days i mean @@. but ill give myself the benefit of the doubt this time that its not a fever. cuz my hands are also very cold, so it could just be that thats making my face feel so warm.

i dont think im stressed SO much about women's ministry tonight as i am just like..tired? and..lonely. like...God is good. i dont know how i could be doing ANY of this by myself right now (well mary came and really wanted to help out earlier but she has a lot of stuff going on at work. but she did buy the chicken en keep me company while the pasta cooked?? she has good girl-advice on kitchen stuff u u <3 .) but just like..cleaning up the apt and kitchen, en getting the food ready by myself is kinda lonely. God blessed me with a free day today since my term paper was due yesterday. but im still running on 6ish hrs of sleep after a night of 3 hrs to finish all my work. but i was so tired/incoherent, the fact that it was done at all is like...life grace break.

i miss my friend. i miss having someone to call right now. i know shes the one i woulda called to be able to breathe. i feel like my heart breaks in three whenever i see her right now.

hmm that makes it four sneezes in a ro--make it 5 sneezes in a row this time. . . .6.
...
7

okay. im gonna go to safeway now <3 .

(...8.)


PS: and alwin even just offered (well IMd then signed off) if I needed any help! life really is nice =]