but you dont have much time

i think, every now and then,

i need little reminders

reminds of who i am

someone to talk to

not just to explain myself to

but to be myself to

i want little bits and pieces

inhales, exhales

laughter

and genuine smiles

i want to not be in this continuous

testing the waters-mode

of living

i wish i could just

take a leap

jump in

...but i dont know how to swim

"...trying to win the world,

is too much to bear."