to the perfect yellow rainboots

dear incomprehensibly amazing yellow boots at the student store window
that would be impractical of me to even TRY to conceive of buying,

...i pretended not to see you today.
i walked right by, with only a glance, and no eye contact.

it hurt..but it was for the best.
for both of us.

no, i haven't bought the dress we promised we'd wear together
(yellow is tricky to pair a dress with, but at least i'm set on the black stockings/tights)
and no..i haven't...and i can't tell the others about you

..try to understand.
i have rainboots and two other boots waiting for me at home
and grey ankle boots i've only ever worn once

the karma of my life of polygamy has finally caught up to me.

and now the season's ending
soon it'll be all sun..and no rain.
and my reasons to justify buying you--would also fade
with the clouds in the clearing sky.


it doesn't help that you aren't even justifiably perfect for bear hunting (just for everything else, dear)..if that were the case, then it would be my call of DUTY to get you. i can only have so many impractical bear hunting gear items...

but you couldn't even do that, now could you? =/

no--i--wait, i didn't mean that.

...it's not you.
it's me.

Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together
Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

The happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was never ending
Oh Wouldn't it be nice

i hope someday you find what you are looking for.
i found what i was...but i had to let it go.
i had to let you go.

please don't wait for me.
(EFF, i dont mean that!)


missing you,
hannah