Wednesday, August 1, 2012

heavy-hearted

like a weight that sits
at the pit of your stomach

your heart
sinks,
like a rock

as the doubts--
the thick, sticky,
quicksand-like
pool
of anxieties

climb its way up
the sides
engulfing
like water to a sinking ship


a tightness in the back of your throat

a silence
that
lingers


because there's nothing they could say
nothing you could say
that would convince
either
of you
otherwise

and as your sinking heart,
your pride, your rationale,
bubbles over
under the mass
of insecurities
and hurts
that right now--
no one
wants
to hear

words toss
in the air,
splashing 
its peppermint
loop
next to your
submerged
atlantis
rocking
the wooden door,
you've long since
given up on

with nothing else--

hold onto it


"hope
floats"

it adamantly
claims,

a suggestion
that couldn't be
more appropriate

and yet
leaves you stubborn
and incredulous


You're asking me
to walk
on water

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