it's too easy to give up

..that i think sometimes you do it,
without even realizing that you are
or already have.

always, 'maybe tomorrow'
but really..
dont know how many of those
we even have left

i want to lay on the green belt grass today
and pretend to be a daisy again

maybe i can go back to
'i love lined paper'
..cuz i really,
really do.

im not good at being clear
with very few words

but most of those words
i forget
need to be said outloud
instead of written

...but really

i think sometimes i prefer it written.