bad day.

...but who am i to say that?


i feel like a bully
or some sort of uppity figure
of mock authority

it almost sounds like
an owner
scolding a puppy

but who am i to
reprimand the day
itself?


i guess on the other hand

there's taking ownership

owning up
to mistakes
irresponsibilities
and wrong
decisions

there's growing up

and admit


but growing up
could also
mean

realizing

when it isn't

your fault

or when there really just isn't
anything
you can do about it
now


and moving on

a better person

or at least
still willing
to keep trying
to be

instead of
staring down
at the ground
where you last
tripped
and


fell


look up


to the road
ahead


so you dont

do it
again


look up

and remember

the sun
still shines

even behind
dabs of
grey
painted
clouds


the sky is still

blue

beyond

the layer


of mostly

man-made

fluff.

"i think..that love
is whatveer we believe it to be at that time
because if it's something we believe in,
then it becomes what's real to us
because at the time
it's the only
reality
we know."

...

i think i'll give this day

another chance < 3


i want to take ownership
of whats my responsibility to hold
but as for the things
out of my control

that's when i need to start letting go,

and giving the day back
to Whom
it belongs.