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...i think
overall..
i miss people


i think..
over all
i'm scared
to miss people

of being disappointed.
in myself.

of failing,
cuz i know--

i'll have to
a few times
in the process
of learning

(and failing
isn't usually
super fun)

so i guess

over all

im afraid


...of things

...that i probably

shouldn't..
shoulder
to be
afraid of.

...cuz they're not
in my hands

to fix, or comfort, or heal

..but instead, exposed, in my heart

for Him to take
into His

so that
He
may save.
heal.
comfort.
make right.
and
redeem.