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today i made a new friend, two of them

aaron and nicholas (niko!) <3
age..what? 6? and um...3 or 4?



aaron was so nice to me at first,
we played house, and he and i drank pretend coffee and went to bed and even showered and took the bus together
well actually, he decided we were driving a car
and went ..
"hey--youre not driving!"
when i was pretending to try to steer with him



and i just picked niko up a couple times and carried him around
but it ended up that when i put him down
he didn't wanna be set down again <3
and followed me around the rest of the evening =]

clinging to my leg whenever he wanted to swing around again
whenever i sat down he'd find me
then sit right on my lap





aaron and i played house at first--yeah
then i went from being spider girl to the bad guy =x
and he seriously would lock me up
then to add to my defeat, always just left me there right after
and sat around to watch pretend tv again
and i was like
. . . now what
and would escape and repeat the chase








he got mad at me a lil in the end when i tried to take a pic of him and he said no =x
but we reconciled when i helped him try to catch this cat in the living room
and i barely touched it and it seriously went HISSSSS and jfdgdjgh at us
and we both ran off screaming





their mom was like, wow i think i found a new babysitter
and then my aunt goes
D: im warning you about her
every time she comes over, my kids forget i exist
=x





hm..
oh!

i tried to introduce mario and luigi the leafblower men

into popcorn story time today

but their presence was short lived..

cuz right after their dramatic giggly entrance at my turn

andrew's turn involved a random giant pinata

falling out of the sky

right on top of them

...

and opening up to release the sushi ninja army

(even if i tried to explain, it still wouldnt make much sense)

i heart these kids so much <3

and you're right

(thats right its direct)

i should be focusing my energies on these things instead..

thanks for bringing me back to the things that matter

when itd be easier to want to be what i dwelled on instead

maybe today's slip up will help me last longer than a day without

im a few steps closer to finding my own bible.

and tomorrow for sure i bake cookies with my baby cousins.

i got a message from michelle which totally brightened my day

and ive now got the fun task of loopholes and secret messages to look forward to all summer

in the end He's all that matters

in the present, and past

He's still even bigger

and even makes up the things that could

or does matter

i miss talking to priya and michelle

and yuki and nabi

and daniel

last note--

today's count:

red punchbuggy

silver punchbuggy

one yellow rubber ducky

and two oregon's

i can't wait for september