pass 2

today will be...

cookies.

double chocolate chip cookies
and sugar-free chocolate pecan cookies. (for my dad!)
my mom's making sweet spasgetti.
and my aunt bought brownie mix.

and my sister is gonna come home
and hate us ALL =D

..unnecessary or not
at least even if it was
just for myself
i have some closure.

now all i have to worry about
is hat/paper bag shopping,
type of wedding cake to make for stella,
breaking out of anti-social-ness,
and trying to convince eric hu to come with me
(to a possible epic hang out this weekend),
drivers license testing,

and oh yeah

that i just basically signed myself up

for a quarter of
ULTIMATE WHAT THE EFF AM I DOING WITH MYSELF
kind of doom

i need to stop making my sleeping schedule
invisible
in my own line of vision.
X_X

what's more worth it?


i mean seriously,
if sonia deserves 5 < 3's
then at least a few of those < 3 's
should represent some blocks and hours of time available for her, right?
or for like.. friends in general (and managing my women, yes < 3 )

what's more important?
and which one of these
can i not live without?

---

..i just talked to bethy (yay revisiting teachings from India @@)
and talked myself into a full circle
of "outloud answers" with gabe

i guess
today will also be


viji's said contentment,
priorities over burdens,

and acting on
the 'outloud'
right decisions.

..
and praying over them first x_x.



"The statement we so often hear, 'Make a decision for Jesus Christ,' places the emphasis on something our Lord never trusted. He never asks s to decide for Him, but to yield to Him--something very different."-My Utmost for His Highest

...i hope my dad likes the cookies < 3