morning

mm..it's five in the morning
and i should feel
some sort of irresponsible, or lame, or regret
especially since i can look out the window
and see the same kinda beginning of a sunrise
that ive regretted being able to witness by myself
a few too many nights already @@
(sunrises can be depressing by yourself!)

but instead i feel..okay
humbled
reminded
encouraged
and blessed.

God put such amazing people in my life.

It's like realizing how much I've complained about being lonely,
when in truth, I was never really left alone at all.

i appreciate every convo that happened today.
girl shoes, fears, reminiscences, stresses,
frozen fruit, bad jokes, strawberry limeade,
finals, hats, the discovery channel,
growing up, fave songs, exercise and family
even just hearing about someone's day,
and getting the privilege to listen to it
cuz they wanna tell you

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i'll probably some days still end up complaining.

but i know that the reminders will continue coming
and the comfort i'm seeking or looking for
are never more than a prayer away.

...thank you =]

thank You.