"this might hurt, it's not safe.."

and already i was more than ready to get up and walk away

thanks for staying up to listen, gabe =]
thanks for the sudden downpour of blog post comments, nabi xD!!
thanks for the ridiculously amazing tshirt ideas that we WILL go through with, dorothy =D =D *cant wait!* hahaha
thanks for being an impressive decision making, practical, not-encouraging-any-wallowing-in-moods-you-know-will-pass, and sticking-around-through-all-my-whining and staying up with meee,
my pseudo ideal/dream boyfriend, yuki xD < 3

...and i just opened my mail just now o__o
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awww!!! i know he doesn't read this--
but THANK YOU ARIEL!!

i just got a book in the mail from him < 3

omgsh, Family, i may just leave you
to come back early enough to say bye to this kid *_*

and thank you for pointing me back to God =]
both you and Gabe

and and and..
man where was i..

thank you for my sis too,
for taking me and my lil brother out all of yesterday =]
and just flopping on the bed with me
and talking ridiculous
and putting up with lame-- i mean AMAZING
car dancing, jokes, and dream dorm shopping

my aunt for being so open with me
my lil brother for-hahaha
even THINKING that he has even a VAGUE chance of winning
in our never ending back and forth of trying to scare each other by jumping out from behind doors and furniture

thank you hanyong for your amazingly guru-like advice
and the much deserved "you're dumb -_-"s and "slap slap"s

thank you sonia, for being someone whose opinion i super respect
and think highly of
and can be totally honest, and not to mention
ridiculous to =]

oh!
and thank you, justin
for pinky promising on it!

thank you priiyaaa for mourning over the empty side of our room
and michelle for advising me with hair growing advice
and other sure fire ways to be NEW and EXCITING!

thank you for unexpected IMs
for family "carga-carga"-ing with my lame jokes
and the puppies somehow thinking im NOT going to kill them
for walking all over me on my bed and trying to eat my feet or my face
every other morning when im supposed to be waking up
...those effers

Thank you, God
that in the end
i really am just whiney
over sensitive,
and easily hurt over some things
no matter how totally unphased i am by others
and that in the end
its still okay


...
and thanks for telling me about your day =]