2:31 a.m.

is it weird to miss someone so quickly?
that you talk to..all the time anyway?

it was more of a passing--"oh....huh." feeling
but it was still there, and took me by surprise, really

today was my mom's, and a lot of people's day off =].
which meaaans! yaaay more family time and hanging out all day
sistur and i flopped about and talked a lot today
and tomorrow my mom and i wanna try to make egg pie,
which is like one giant filipino dan tat *_*

we abandoned watching watchmen, and i've added it to mike aalseth's many strikes
any points in the movie was covered with too much gore, violence, and nun-shocking inappropriateness

but tomorrow we get to watch the filipino movies my cousin burned for us =]

today was karaoke-ing,
grocery shopping,
dinner making/eating,
errand running,
and family movie attempt-ing

and it started off with an almost unwelcome breakfast
which happened to come at 9 am @@

i was up till 4 talking to Yuki..
but thats something i never regret doing xD
i miss heeer
well, solid long enough convos with her
even tho my attention span is whats to blame

but eff i heart her =]
even when im too sleepy, or in general too incoherent
to respond to her thoughts
they arent any less amazing of thoughts
and i still just..really..love listening to them

and she's right
all the way back even past co-stressing over college apps
i really have shared,
and love sharing
experiences with her =]

nabi is still the liight of my life
and a catch up phonecall with michelle made my day yesterday
and one with priya before--plus countdown of
FOUR more days
till i see her again
makes life kind of amazing

im excited to read with ray and gabe
and bake eventually still with justin

im actually crossing stuff off to-do lists

and

there's only 5 mins left till bed time =x

and even thouugh
i have been breaking it for the past few days
i just..really..almost really
like the idea of it =]

just, sorta almost whats behind it i guess
and that general being kept accountable on things
including my own health
and energy/time i spend with people

today was a really good day

there are still some things im really scared that i have to be doing..
and doing very soon, or should have already

three minutes

i miss frozen yogurt
i love my family
and i love my friends

and its
such
a blessing

to pray

and
be prayed for

there are
so many blessings
in every day