still learning

id say it took all night
but it probably started even just a couple hours
or minutes in

and i think its actually hit me
and i
dont really know
what to do with it but..
yeah

i think im upset =/
i think i really am upset

not really much of a way out of this one

this sucks < / 3

...

...i guess the things people regret
are the things they learn from the most?

..
jkdfhfdgdg
so this is what he meant.

eff.